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Created on 2001-06-06 00:10:06 (#167597), last updated 2005-03-18
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Biolights.
someone said they feared as soon as you say anything, it's no longer true. the last time i was in love, i'd say over and over that i couldn't be honest, that i didn't know how. what matters in love are the mysteries, and the conflicts are only flaws in balance: i mean, maybe it is a tightrope, like in laurie anderson's monologues, a tightrope of sound, to be saved by the voice of another person.
i don't believe that the truth about us can be analysed in terms of depth; continuing to think it spatially, we're more labrynthine than that metaphor allows.
sometimes i wonder if i wasted years deciding the ambivalences that everyone feels. i wonder if i should have simply embraced them in myself and in everyone else. but then, when i know people, and they lie and hide and never find their balance, i know i was right. i know i was right to learn to trust what i want.
i believe in being in love. given anything, i'll either embrace it or deny it. that's the only way, i think, to be.
someone said they feared as soon as you say anything, it's no longer true. the last time i was in love, i'd say over and over that i couldn't be honest, that i didn't know how. what matters in love are the mysteries, and the conflicts are only flaws in balance: i mean, maybe it is a tightrope, like in laurie anderson's monologues, a tightrope of sound, to be saved by the voice of another person.
i don't believe that the truth about us can be analysed in terms of depth; continuing to think it spatially, we're more labrynthine than that metaphor allows.
sometimes i wonder if i wasted years deciding the ambivalences that everyone feels. i wonder if i should have simply embraced them in myself and in everyone else. but then, when i know people, and they lie and hide and never find their balance, i know i was right. i know i was right to learn to trust what i want.
i believe in being in love. given anything, i'll either embrace it or deny it. that's the only way, i think, to be.
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